Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for

I have to forgive myself for wanting to run away sometimes.  Specifically when Aaron becomes too much and has an #AaronTantrum.

I always feel so guilty that I just want to leave the house and pretend that I am carefree and dont have a crying, screaming almost 3 year old to deal with.

I need to allow myself to feel that frustration guilt free.  I’m only human.  I have limitations.  I love my son to the end of the earth and back.   And its ok to feel like running away from it all sometimes.

Easier said than done but getting easier to forgive myself all the time.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

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2 responses to “Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for

  1. I know the feeling! Sometimes when Xander is in the midst of a tantrum I also imagine myself running away! Don’t beat yourself up about it, it is normal, I think 🙂

  2. Nearly all the day 3 posts are parenting related- including mine!

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